Golfing by the Book
by Bob Fisher, May 5, 2003
In Markham's outer orbit, life has begun anew. The land is green and for golfers,
the hibernal hiatus in the game of life has ended.
I am, of course, stating the obvious when I say that golf is a metaphor for
life. As a relatively recent convert to one of the more curious games people
play, I think I can speak with some detachment and objectivity about the inherent
meaning of golf. In my brief life on the links, the thought has occurred to
me several times that golf may actually be a vestigial behavioural ritual left
over from our hunter-gatherer days, with despite a somewhat skewed timeline
a touch of the Age of Enlightenment thrown in for good measure. Consider
all the golfers on the planet, year after year, following what is essentially
the same migratory route, completing the same timeless trek, with no turning
back. In search of what? Sustenance and survival, that's what. A way of life.
The necessities of life, of which a glimpse of the ideal is paramount. Constantly
chasing a vision, the golfer pursues the elusive but perfect swing, the consummate
shot, the heart-stopping putt a sense of the self and of the absolutely
perfect day of golf. And this doesn't even take into consideration the implications
of the mystical hole-in-one, that rare event that really is a consequence of
fate rather than skill.
Consider also the aesthetics and the psychological-philosophical impact of
golf on the human psyche. Picture yourself on the tee of your favourite hole.
You calmly and resolutely address the ball, you swing, rotate, connect. The
ball lifts, soars, lands just where you envisioned it would. What a sustained
and total feeling! What brilliance! What self-determination! What an existential
moment!
And then there are the flubs, the struggles for control, the disillusionment
in the self and the loss of faith in the game itself. "Why do I
put myself through this?" Because you have no choice. Once you've felt
the club in your hand and even an approximation of that exquisite click when
the clubface meets your dimpled friend squarely and absolutely, you can't go
home again until the day is done.
I know. I've been there. And I've taken the lessons, read the self-help manuals,
watched the videos, confided in friends, and experienced the momentary thrill
of oneness and the too oft-repeated descent into golfing chaos. So this year,
I've decided to play by the book, two books actually. And they are: Golf
for Enlightenment, by Deepak Chopra and Life of Pi, by Yann Martel.
Another in a long list of books by Deepak Chopra, the pop guru of health and
spirituality, Golf for Enlightenment is a user-friendly fable of an ordinary
guy having a bad day at golf. He is destined to meet Leela. (In the ancient
scriptures of India, leela refers to the divine game of life that was
"played" for the sheer joy of it.) Leela is the ultimate golf pro.
She teaches him about the true mind-body connection in golf, and in seven mystifying
lessons our hero learns that he and the ball are one. He learns to let the game
play him, to play from the heart to the hole. He learns again how to live
especially on the links. He rises above intrusive emotion and hollow ego. He
transcends the banal and bothersome in golf. He rediscovers his real self. He
becomes a master of the game of golf. This is my idea of New Age!
Life of Pi, the Man Booker award-winning novel by Canadian Yann
Martel, is another fable about life in the wide open spaces, about meaning,
and about survival. Raised in Pondicherry, India where his father owns the local
zoo, Pi Patel begins his true journey through life when the family leaves for
Canada aboard a freighter on which a number of the zoo animals are also travelling
to their various new homes. A storm, a shipwreck, and whimsical chance result
in Pi drifting across the Pacific for 227 days in a lifeboat with, initially,
the strangest foursome you can imagine: a zebra, a hyena, an orang-utan, and
a magnificent Royal Bengal Tiger called Richard Parker. (Don't ask; read the
book.) Eventually, this party of dissimilar species in dire circumstances is
reduced to two, Pi and Richard Parker. Pi's determination to survive is best
expressed when he says, "I will turn miracle into routine. The amazing
will be seen every day." (Hands up those who watched the Masters this year.)
Making the miraculous routine is a touch easier said than done, but for a young
lad alone with a tiger in the middle of the Pacific, Pi develops amazing survival
strategies. Constantly struggling with the delicate balance of life in an ocean
of possibilities, Pi profits from earlier lessons from a mentor who taught him
"to take the pulse of the universe" and to respect both winning and
losing as part of the same process. Pi's most important survival technique is
to suspend the usual predator-prey relationship and achieve integration and
interdependence with the tiger who, in this reader's opinion, is the embodiment
of the ideals at the core of Pi's psyche.
Like the game of golf, I daresay Richard Parker is a magnificent and formidable
companion on this journey but one that will never be tamed nor should
he because he is the essence of freedom. Golf, and all it entails, is
the benefactor of life on the links, not the foe. Of course Life of Pi
has a happy ending of sorts although Pi continues to have "nightmares
tinged with love." Ambivalence, it seems, is also the name of the game.
Therefore, I have decided that these two books will serve as my point de
départ and metaphysical guides throughout another golfing season.
But, please don't get me wrong. I'm not searching for epiphanies on the golf
course, I will be happy just playing bogey golf consistently. I know that life
(like golf) is not an event; it is a process. I would just like the process
to be a little more ... coherent.
So I will start with the broad strokes. From Deepak Chopra (the man is a humanist
in every sense of the word) I have learned that golf is a game of collaboration
as opposed to a life or death experience. In that sense it is a truly non-aggressive
game; a game in which I must find oneness with the ball, my clubs, my surroundings,
my self. Supporting this key strategy is a lesson I have learned from tempest-tossed
Pi; that like golf, life is ... um ... a life and death experience. You
win some; you lose some. But you always win by respecting failure. Chopra says
that respecting failure as well as success is the only way to become a master.
Pi learned very quickly that he had to endure sacrifices (I will spare you the
gory details) in order to provide for the tiger and thus for himself, because
they were on the same journey in the same boat so to speak. So I will
laugh at the bad shot, overcome my frustration at my perceived ineptness by
admiring someone else's skill, step outside the complexities of the game, at
the same time looking inward, thus diffusing any feelings of self-importance,
and transcending my limitations. I will focus on the now, be in the moment (where
"the whole" already exists), and permit my subconscious and muscle
memory to play the game for me.
This shouldn't be too difficult. In terms of specifics, I have learned from Pi's experience the role that imagination
plays, in life as in golf. If I imagine some would say visualize what is
really happening in my body and my mind, I will discover what I really need
to do as opposed to what my vainglorious self is urging me to do. And in this
way, the tiger and I will go a long way together in this symbiotic existence.
Being in a timeless and out-of-time existence on the ocean (the mundane in life
is equally distant on a golf course), Pi has lots of time to imagine, to dream,
and to focus his mind. Essentially he applies the same plan of action that Chopra
encourages us to follow: to stop, calm, rest, and then get on with it. It does
require work of a sort, and of course a willingness to experience the hazards
of life, but whether you are in the middle of the Pacific or en route to the
next hole, the moment is now.
So now I'm ready to find my (golfing) self again as Chopra recommends. I will
find my higher self, the one that child-like took up golf in the first place
because it's fun. And I will learn the hard lessons of Pi, that whatever
you do in the moment changes the whole future. Chopra would say, "Every
swing happens a certain way because of the one that came before." My life
on a golf course as it is in a lifeboat is an accumulation of
karma, the sum of my actions in previous states of existence, in previous
games. Que sera, sera. I will do what I can but I will do it by enjoying
the moment. Carpe divot.
Chopra says that golf is all about perception; it begins and ends with seeing
the ball. "A clear and concentrated perception" sees and understands
"the force of inevitability." I'm not sure whether Pi was aware of
this force adrift in his watery world, but by the end of the novel the reader
is certainly aware of it as is Pi, in hindsight. Hindsight of course
is easy but also necessary. A related quote that is still a favourite of mine
is the Swahili saying "Wayfarer, keep looking back." This is most
appropriate and meaningful for the protagonists in both Golf for Enlightenment
and Life of Pi, as it is for any golfer. Seeing the ball, the
course, the game, the self with the kind of clarity that Chopra seems to have
and that Pi gained is something I'm going to try harder at without falling into
the trap of retrospective obsessionality. I'm not going to relive the bad times
nor the good times in my memory, especially that game last fall when I just
couldn't seem to hit the ball straight no matter what I did. This year, I plan
to apply the kind of mindfulness that golf is really all about. I'll talk to
the ball as Chopra recommends, as Pi did to Richard Parker, and I will strive
to silence my chattering mind. I shall adopt the soft, laser-like gaze of a
Tiger Woods or a Mike Weir, a sure sign of an inner state where the spirit of
golf is exalted not confronted. And from time to time I will take Chopra's advice
and just play golf without keeping score. I'll go for the big picture
not sweat the small stuff I'll eliminate all judgment.
Already I can imagine myself becoming a better golfer, letting my vision become
my game, as I allow my inner person to be played by the game itself. I will
be an enlightened golfer, immune to mental chaos, and like Pi, I will become
part of the game's wordless beauty and harmony.
You know, when you think about it, golf is really quite simple.
More on the Man Booker Prize and Life of Pi
One of the world's most famous literary competitions, "The Booker"
is The Masters of contemporary fiction. Canadian author Yann Martel's surprising
win in 2002 was the second time in recent history that Canadians have captured
this important award. (Margaret Atwood won in 2000 for her novel The Blind
Assassin. And how about that Mike Weir!) For more information on The Booker
and Yann Martel go to www.bookerprize.co.uk.
Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Deepak Chopra
Deepak Chopra is a one-man spiritual industry. For information about his extensive
list of books and the Chopra Institute at La Costa Resort and Spa in Carlsbad
California, go to www.chopra.com.

